7:10 PM
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
NEVER STOP DREAMING
As i sit here and attempt to piece together an answer for the assignment on this college. I can't seem to think of any opening that aren't utterly cliche.. Maybe even this opening is cliche but it is giving me a better feeling than my previous attempts so, i think i will keep it up.
I won't lie, my mind is not here on this post.. My mind is on my father.. I don't say this to ask for pity but to give insight into what has been happening in my life,,
As everyone already know, i lost my father when i was 3 years old. and i know, that was the last time i saw him,, After that time, my mother as my father and mother as well..
TWO IN ONE...
when everyone talking about their father, i just smile,, nothing to add,,
when the Father's Day celebration, i just smile.,
if, i was given a chance to meet him,
i want to hug him,
i want to kiss his hand,
i want him to know,
that I LOVE HIM,,,
I know it was impossible to meet him in this world,
but, i never stop dreaming to meet him one day,,
8:58 PM
Monday, July 29, 2013
KING!! What do you think about it?
A perfect man?
Rich ?
All the people respect him,,?
He has many bodyguard,,?
Life like a heaven,,?
Deep in my heart,,I wish, I could be a king,, everything in our life is prepared by others,,
but, because of my blood, I'm not royal family,, I'm just a poor girl that have a dream to be a king,,
Only a dream!!
To be satisfied, I tell to myself that I am the king of myself,,
9:29 PM
Saturday, July 27, 2013
Assalamu'alaikum and very goodmorning people ! :) How are you guys today? Feeling better? Feeling worse? No matter what you feel this morning, let's come today out BETTER! :)
How about your dream? Is it proceed? Or just start? Or you already give up on it? Awwwwh. Never give up on your dream. It's what you want most and basically it's you! Lets live our dream!
As the title stated above, I would like to share about the FORGOTTEN dream.
"What is it?"
"Why it was forgotten?"
Accidently it was.
I had a dream. To pursue my studies in economics and mathematics in United Kingdom.
I was almost to it. Was. Almost. Likely 70%.
Since i was so interested into this course so i applied the scholarships that offer for it. PNB.
Permodalan Nasional Berhad.
The first stage: the written exam. Out of my expectation; i did it.
One word: Alhamdulillah.
A month later..
I received a call from En Badrul who was incharged for education and scholarships department telling that i managed to the next stage will be held within two weeks. Im started to doubt. At that moment i already accept Mara's offer to jordan in islamic economics. To be frank the acception of mara's offer was done because of i wanted to fulfil my abah's dream. *sigh* what a tough decision i need to make.
During the interview I did my best. I'm lying if i tell you that i didnt hope i got listed. They gonna choose 20 out 28 candidate! I hope i will be listed in that 20 luckiest candidates.
Ahhh. They told me that they will call us within two weeks.
Nervous.
But after three weeks i still received nothing :( and should i have known i wasnt choosen. :(
Eventhough i didnt manage to fulfil my dream, but seeing my parents are happy is valueable. Finally i did do something to them.
Now, i need to forget my dream and keep going on what im doing right now. Maybe i can achieve it someday. Maybe,
But for now it's my forgotten dream.
Yeah.
That is my forgotten dream.
7:30 PM
Super duper glamorous dream,
Begins.
(:
First-class honours degree from Yarmouk University.
Short-term-dream i bet. I just wanna prove to everyone who is refused to join anything aside from academically stuffs that, it is crucially needed for us to be active in something else instead of studying that will surely give us thousands of benefit for our own sake and the ummah. May it comes true. Prof Dr Rahimi Osman asked us to aim for Mutafawwiqah, not only Naajihah. Aiming for 90% and above, kinda a little bit ridicolus but With His grace, insyaAllah!
"Tarbiyah, the beginning of any single thing." (:
So, here I am now in INTEC Education College, making preparation to persue my study there. May Allah ease everything. Yet everything is seemingly getting tougher day by day, so just get well prepared.
Long term dream.
Build a school for future economist.
Hoyeah, be the pioneer isn't a bad thing right? "School" is not only mentioning about primary or even secondary school only, it might be the nursery or college or not to be excluded the university. I have to make sure there is -at least- a school to develop the generation of economist from the very young as this world needs the experts in economy that have Islamic perspective crucially. Hoping some day it will come true! InsyaAllah :D
2:30 AM
Friday, July 26, 2013
*Intro*
There are so many Asma's in my life story ha ha not joking. Sis Asma' Zaid, Sis Asma' Amran, Asma' Hussin, Asma Amatullah, Asma Noji, Asma Abd Ghaffar, NurAsmaa, Sis Asma' Amatullah Hasanuddin and many more!
My point is; Asma' is actually a weirdo. One of the Asma' above once said to me:
"I do think that person named Asma' kinda a little bit weirdo. I mean sometimes we are seemingly live in our own world and by our own ways, do not so care about others thoughts. Sometimes it looked good, but sometimes pity to others keh3. As long as we obey the Shariah compliants, we are too okay with such."
Koff koff. *close mouth with two hands with big eyes opened*.
I fully agreed to agree her sayings. It is definitely true. Okay lets proceed to the exact point.
Be just a slightly differed with others is awesome. I just don't know why, but I hardly could find teens living with dreams.
Dreamers are seemingly weirdos in this urban life,
12:01 AM
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Assalamualaikum and hi peeps.
I'm Asma' Tajul Arifin, a not-yet-18 years old girl ( ha ha) and insyaAllah i am O.S.E.M. in the making. Do you know what is "O.S.E.M." stand for? It is:
"Outstanding Student, Extraordianary Muslim".
Super duper ambitious person, yes I am, as I am fully trusted that being ambitious is one of the vital criteria in order to be the member of Jannah; so that I can meet our Lord Allah 'Azza Wa Jalla there. Aamin ya Rabb! Dreaming aint a mistake at all, it is the key and the first stepping stone in the journey of achieving the respective goal.
-Aim high, for stars lie hidden in your soul, dream deep, for every dream preceeds the goal!-
Marhaba ;) assalamu'alaikum :D
Ich heisse Rohaya Alias,,So I am the third girl, the last yet the cutest one among three of us. *Hahaha. Im just kiding. I'm a cat lover. Dont ever try to tear me and cats apart. 18 years old for sure. Study hard? Naaaahh. I would choose study smart.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamu'alaikum and hello readers :)
My name is Nurul Aqmar Fitriyyah binti Muhamad Azmi *Hahaha what a sooo typical introduction. I'm officially 18 years old. The biggest part kelantanese + not so half selangorian + a little bit siamese genes + a part mamak girl = me. Very simple girl. Dont trouble me if you dont want to be troubled.
" everything starts from something, something would be nothing, nothing if your heart didnt DREAM with me, where would I be if you didnt believe. "
Btw, Imma Belieber! Haha mind that and do enjoy reading our blog. ^^
That's for our self-introduction.
That's all for now. Keep it updating our forwarding entry. Will be continued... In Sha Allah :) wassalam.
