Assalamu'alaikum and very goodmorning people ! :) How are you guys today? Feeling better? Feeling worse? No matter what you feel this morning, let's come today out BETTER! :)
How about your dream? Is it proceed? Or just start? Or you already give up on it? Awwwwh. Never give up on your dream. It's what you want most and basically it's you! Lets live our dream!
As the title stated above, I would like to share about the FORGOTTEN dream.
"What is it?"
"Why it was forgotten?"
Accidently it was.
I had a dream. To pursue my studies in economics and mathematics in United Kingdom.
I was almost to it. Was. Almost. Likely 70%.
Since i was so interested into this course so i applied the scholarships that offer for it. PNB.
Permodalan Nasional Berhad.
The first stage: the written exam. Out of my expectation; i did it.
One word: Alhamdulillah.
A month later..
I received a call from En Badrul who was incharged for education and scholarships department telling that i managed to the next stage will be held within two weeks. Im started to doubt. At that moment i already accept Mara's offer to jordan in islamic economics. To be frank the acception of mara's offer was done because of i wanted to fulfil my abah's dream. *sigh* what a tough decision i need to make.
During the interview I did my best. I'm lying if i tell you that i didnt hope i got listed. They gonna choose 20 out 28 candidate! I hope i will be listed in that 20 luckiest candidates.
Ahhh. They told me that they will call us within two weeks.
Nervous.
But after three weeks i still received nothing :( and should i have known i wasnt choosen. :(
Eventhough i didnt manage to fulfil my dream, but seeing my parents are happy is valueable. Finally i did do something to them.
Now, i need to forget my dream and keep going on what im doing right now. Maybe i can achieve it someday. Maybe,
But for now it's my forgotten dream.
Yeah.
That is my forgotten dream.